I sat there after our conversation for a long time to understand it and to decide how i felt about the whole thing. Ive decided im angry.
Lies I was told last night. in no particular order...
we havent been intimate, we only talked a couple times...except i told you i already knew, mentioned the "pregnancy" thing too.
we had sex on the 2nd of january, on the 5th i had heavy bleeding and lost the baby... if you had sex on the 2nd and the 5th you had heavy bleeding, you weren't pregnant.
we had sex on the 5th of feb and now im having excessive bleeding... again you could have been pregnant maybe a week, two tops. the baby isnt big enough for that kind of bleeding.
dr told me to stay home till the bleeding stopped... lies, if you were bleeding excessively you have to go in, they could be sued for malpractice at best, wrongful death at worst.
if by some miracle you were miscarrying, you wouldnt have been partying, drinking and smoking you would be in a ball in pain crying. especially if you were bleeding as much as you say you were.
we only had sex twice...spoke to someone who was there, your memory must be faulty and even if somehow you did only have vaginal sex twice it doesn't jive with the whole baby thing now does it? oh and yes other sex acts do count.
my brothers best friend came in and yelled across the store about the baby....funny i heard that exact story before, when was that? oh i remember in september when you told it to me about the last time you were "pregnant"
i took 5 pregnancy tests, 2 were negative 3 were positive.... if we look at the timelines, and how over the counter tests work, they wouldnt be able to spot it till at least 4 weeks, and both times you would have miscarried by then, according to you.
i had a physical less than a month ago.... if that were true, and you were pregnant the first time, there would have still been hormone in your blood stream not to mention a change in your cervix. it would have been noted. ohh except for the fact you were on your period and you probably didnt go.
i have an appointment for next tuesday....im holding my breath...really.
i cant handle being lied to or cheated on....hypocrisy much? you've been lying since i met you almost a year ago, you allowed him to keep perpetuating the lie so long as you got yours. and didn't you start this whole thing by cheating on your fiance with him while he cheated on me? tangled webs dear, tangled webs.
i wont share him...except that you already are, we both have sex with him, sometimes within hours of eachother and it doesnt bother you now? i dont see you on your high horse saying no.
if he's married i walk away, its not who i am....didnt stop you the first nor the 5th time. you can tout keeping to your principles all you want, actions speak girl.
im sure there were others, but this is what i remember so far. thats 8 lies at least in a 30 min conversation. i could understand not wanting to share info and being coy about it, but even then some...hell most of them are moot points, not worthy of a lie.
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